Anxiety Lyrics

I get a lot of questions about the themes and meanings on the Anxiety EP. That is not for me to decide.

What is it to you?

FALL OUT FRACTURE: Anxiety (2005)

PISSING IN THE GENE POOL

cover your eyes, cover your ears, sever your mind, covet the fear

searching for a new way to break the wheel

spasmodic synaptic misfires of blind rage

purge the hole, pick it from the bone
infection is home

cut it out of you, cut it out of you
cut it out of you, we gotta get it out of view

we believe our own lies and we're dropping like flies
evolution is money in our greedy little lives

searching for a new way to break the wheel

SUICIDE IN SPRING

dogs are biting at your feet again yet you don't make a sound
bees are flying in your hair again stinging the most beautiful song
and you're moaning like wine in this moment, the most precious crime

tomorrow was dreaded but inevitable
it's a suicide in the spring time and I'm bleeding for two
you lied and I listened and healed inside you
everything is wrong, everything is fine, where do I draw the line?

for ten cents around your neck you can feed the sick starving stars vomiting up bile on these tender scars

but you're so beautiful...wash your feet again

there used to be a time when everything was so perfect
in this fallen down, broken town nothing is perfect
forever you say, forever and always
but like mist in the morning it burns away in day

rain runs down your lips as we say goodbye
watching the movies replay in your eyes
skin in my teeth knows that vibrance has died
suicide in spring and I feel so alive

aimlessly dazed by a sound on the outisde of eden where their golden tongues still amaze bodies wash up on distant shores made of spasmodic synaptic misfires of rage

BURN LAYER

so tired of these mundane little dances on your tongue
where no one is satisfied and nothing is done
you were never so alive, so sanguine and so heartfelt
a voluptuous mess, a clown in a garter belt
she's splayed, she's going down further
broken spine dripping milk and holy water
stale drugs and nicotein fed straight to the wrist
choking on her pearls and she moves on her fist

you poor fucked up disease
your eyes brought me to my knees
you blame me, but it's all in your head
you drain me, and you leave me for dead

I smell the delicate flavor of lighter fluid on your skin
your burning is just a matter of friction
cutting the lines to make it all make sense
she's spreading her legs to find the innocense
lost and alone and blue and cling to something new
because it's warm and it moves so she paints herself slut red

in the morning you're just a stain in the sheets
of blood and glitter
this bottom-shelf-vodka-lust is gonna do you in

lock her in the closet until she's sober
cover her mouth until it's over

can't shake this feeling of nauseousness

push, breath, victimize your obese mind
you're the victim when it's over, black out roll over

I'm bored, roll over and put your knees to the sky

slut red whore

PAPERCUT SHOTGUN

well it all comes down to this again
everyone you love will leave you in the end
every moment we're spinning
around the barrel of a shotgun face to face
with the slug that can take it all away
because we're numb to love and pain
and reaching the end is the only way we can live

waste flows through me, through you

it all comes down to me, it all comes down to you
there's a fine line between living and fighting just to see the light again

here comes the rain

if one and one and one is three
then there's something to stand on, there has to be
I'm lame
in the field with a shotgun blowing the shame away
and even if you've been so close you no longer hold your breath
there's something to be said for the moments that come to pass

here comes the rain

we're drinking gasoline just to feel something

combustion in my veins, just to feel something

which way?
the road I was on has washed away

waste flows through me, through you

SURVIVING THE END

paint the walls with my conscious entity
turning blue and falling away
picking and peeling away this familiar cavity

a shooting star leaving a trail like an acid trip
as the bones decay into the bloodstream
nerves are like live wires ready to snap
it's too bad, it's so perfect, it's so low

it's just one thing after another after another after another
we're hurting ourselves, we're hurting eachother
everyone is the enemy
no control or feeling
ignore the signs we're seeing
we're hemorraging energy

we've looked to the stars for so long
now they say that something is very wrong
everything we knew is gone
so take my hand and come along and we'll
gather all the weak and the sheep and the liars
for a trial by earthquake, water and fire

it's all burning down

I'm standing tall as they are all below me
I'm standing alone as they have all gone before me
so this is how it ends
this is how it ends

trust your instincts, only insects will survive

I won't walk through the darkness with locusts in my ears - we're surviving the end

Global Warning

The voice is Bush. The beheadings are of American, British, and Turkish civilians just before Bush was re-elected. After the election, the beheadings stopped. Another ploy to horrify the people into rallying behind Bush and his war.

Fear and confusion are the tools of political trade.


DIRECT LINK

Also, new ringtones are now available through a site that's much easier to use than the previous:

Surviving The End: Click here or text 95674 to MYXER (69937)

Firefly (from the album-in-progress): Click here or text 95699 to MYXER (69937)

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